I should be practicing.
Just less than 2 months before the concert.
Actually I did practice, but the sound I produce is getting worse.
I cant see the music sheet because my eyes are welling up in tears. I have to stop.
I am starting to doubt my abilities.
I get scared when I play in front of people.
Maybe viola is not really the instrument for me.
God help me. You have given me the skills and the chance to play this wonderful instrument. . .
I’ve been practicing. . .
Sigh. . .
current mood: gloomy